A central part of manifestation and spirituality is based around the inner world being the foundation of the outer. We can strengthen our ‘spiritual senses’ and awaken in the world beyond because THE MIND IS A PLACE, and that place shines out into the world we can see. Because of this, to both awaken and create the circumstances desired in life, it’s necessary to orientate feelings and experience from the inner senses, and disavow the lie that is being perceived ‘out there’.
Because this is so central I’m providing a seperate page here with ‘sparks’, i.e. shorted pieces of writings and ideas specifically on this subject, which I might collate into a longer piece at some point.
DISAVOWAL SPARKS
A great exercise is to look at what you do not want with the outer eyes while seeing a correspondence of what you do want with your inner eyes. For example, if you wake up and there is a spot on your nose, look in the mirror while holding the mental picture of the face you see without the spot, as you want to be, and if you FEEL as if that is true, then you have cracked it.
Touch the joy of the inner-picture and let it go to see the outer alone. The point is to feel joy or equanimity at the dead world, no matter what you are seeing.
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Give everything to your ghost. Whatever is good on the outside is only felt on the inside. Be very aware of this, when you are enjoying something, it is not ‘out there’, it is being recreaed ‘in here’ and depends on nothing ‘out there’ to exist. It’s all made up and recreated for the ghostly version of yourself you see in your mind.
Create many things and be free.
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Nirvanah is the decentralisaation of yourself.
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Use symbols as an anchor for feelings. E.g. you can use a tarot symbol such as the three of cups, which means pleasure from social interactions and friendships. Make an image for a shrine or vision board which incorporates this symbol and have some statement on it such as ‘I love my many friends’.
Then, when you are enjoying company, concentrate on the emotion of happiness your friends are causing. Imagine the symbol on your mental screen and hold it there. Link the joy to the symbol. Yes, you are feeling happiness and joy, but it isn’t caused by all your friends at the party you are currently attending, although they are linked to it, it is because this possibility of friendship, a thusness of it exists within you and you can create it at any time. This is where the joy is coming from, the thusness represented by the chosen symbol. This image in your mind.
Therefore, what you are doing is delinking joy from the world outside to its true source, the inner you – where it can never be lost.
Go to some place, far from your friends, bring the symbol to the visual field (create it in your light) and feel the free emotion.
Do this with all your feelings, turn memories and wishes into a set series of pictures, and feel all emotions around these pictures, and never from the dead world beyond your senses.
The reason why tarot cards are good for this practice, because there are so many symbols and they pretty much cover the whole of life, but there are many ways you can adapt this, great works of art for example. Be creative, the point is to be free.
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In the old testament (I am an aethiest, for the record) in hebrew language, the name of the father is yod heh vah heh, which I think means hand, window, fire (emotion) window, meaning a formula of creation, high mood creates reality. But the name of the son is the same except the last letter means tooth, and so it means to devour, i.e. to live ‘in the inner window’, in the mind. To devour reality (disregard reality).
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